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Saturday, 10 January 2009

  • its been 15 years that i've known her, and katie's been my best friend for so long.
    Its so weird to see her go, she's such an amazing person. She didn't deserve this.
    Everything happens for a reason...
    or so I thought until now.
    I don't get this, why is this happening to Mrs. I? To Katie?
    Katie was finally happy. Loving school, has an amazing boyfriend...
    and Mrs. I made everyone smile, feel at home. She was the best, so crafty too.
    i refuse to say it.
    Please, if you're reading this. Pray for the Ihlings.
    They need your prayers.
    <3

    Rest in Piece Mrs. Ihling.
    We'll miss you.

Friday, 02 January 2009

  • Stealing from Eileen :) oh EIGHT!

    1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before? graduated from HS, conducted SHS choir in front of thousands, went to 5 countries in Europe, started college, kissed a girl... and the list goes on.

    2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? yes, i do. And this year, i plan on it. I plan on finishing a triathlong

    3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Mr. K's wife!

    4. Did anyone close to you die? no

    5. What countries did you visit? France, Germany, Luxembourg, Austria and Switzerland

    6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008? uh... this one i'm going to keep to myself

    7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory? June 20th, July 5th-22, August 21st to name a few

    8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? making it into college, and performing a 4 mallet piece that i only had less than 2 weeks to learn perfectly, and conquered a few fears

    9. What was your biggest failure? hmm... backing my poor car into a cement barrier :(

    10. Did you suffer illness or injury? haha are we serious? bad case of the Flu, stomach virus before my last swim meet, and sprained wrist during auditions oh and bruised thumb after juries

    11. What was the best thing you bought? Birkenstocks from Germany

    12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Katie Ihling, she went through so much, and is staying strong. I'm so proud of her.

    13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? again, no comment.

    14. Where did most of your money go? Europa!

    15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? graduation, europe and college (are we seeing a trend?)

    16. What song/album will always remind you of 2008? "My Wish" Rascal Flatts

    17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

    i. happier or sadder? about the same

    ii. thinner or fatter? i think the same as well... not sure. maybe fatter

    iii. richer or poorer? poorer by a lot

    18. What do you wish you'd done more of? studying and practicing

    19. What do you wish you'd done less of? crying

    20. How will you be spending Christmas? famiia de Bowers y Rees'

    21. How will you be spending New Years? maybe a big party, or a small girl's night at mi casa

    22. Did you fall in love in 2008? continued love, yes.

    23. How many one night stands in this last year? one

    24. What was your favorite TV program? What I Like About You

    25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? No, still hate them.

    26. What was the best book you read? I really didn't get a chance to read much this past year... whoops.

    27. What was your greatest musical discovery? SO many. I'm a Music Ed. major for crying out loud. But probably Simple Gifts

    28. What did you want and get? I got real Birkenstocks and a MacBook :)

    29. What did you want and not get? no comment.

    30. What was your favorite film of this year? uh... hm. Twilight and Dark Knight

    31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? Turning 19, on a Saturday was kinda bummer. BUT it my friends met at the park and we ate and played games. Tons of fun.

    32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? n/a

    33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008? changed from what i thought was good to very stylish. I go for birk's, jeans, and a cute top with a jacket of some sort and curly hair (instead of straight)

    34. What kept you sane? my twin sister, swimming and piano

    35. Which celebrity/public figure did you like the most? Heath Ledger after that movie

    36. What political issue stirred you the most? Obama '08

    37. Who did you miss? when i went to school, my sister and friends from home

    38. Who was the best new person you met? brittany, nicole, rai, matt and more from school... oh and the twins and katie from AMA <3

    39. Who did something for you that you will never forget? :)

    40. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008. i learned to not let my fears conflict with my life. since i have so many, i would never experience the world. Yes, I may have cried all the way up the Eiffel tower, but hell is was worth it.

    41. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. "You will when you believe" -When You Believe from the Prince of Egypt Soundtrack, sang it in Europe

    Looking back 2008 was probably the best year I've had in awhile. So much happened in HS, and I was honored and glad to have been able to have such a great senior year (well, the end at least). Towson is amazing, and I love having several new challenges musically, realizing that I was never truly challenged at SHS after Freshman year. Thanks 2008 and everyone who made it that much more amazing.

Wednesday, 12 November 2008

  • SO I've been really sick for over a month now, I went to the doctor Thursday to find out I have Bronchitis, so she put me on the usual heavy allergy medication I get when I'm sick. Funny thing is, I got worse instead of better.WTF! My stomach's been a mess, I can really only eat breakfast because no matter what I eat, I get a stomach ache. Also wtf.

    Today, I am taking a TRAIN, yes a train from Baltimore to Trenton. I'm SOO excited!! I wish I was going home for better reasons then because I'm sick. Oh yeah, there's a Five O'Clock Shadow concert tomorrow night! I'm surprising all the high school kids (minus Sammy) with my homecoming. SO excited for that.

    But I just don't want to be sick anymore. I wake up fine, and get worse as the day goes on. Like really? ugh.

    But I get to take a train ride home :) I'm excited.

Thursday, 06 November 2008

  • I'm really torn, and at this point...sigh.
    I just don't know.
    It has nothing to do with college. Yet again, I will say college is amazing. I'm a Theater Minor now. SO awesome!!!
    But when it comes to his, my stomach gets queazy and i just get that unreal yet amazing feeling.
    Well, only time will tell what'll happen next.

Friday, 24 October 2008

  • SO, there's not much to say...
    I'm EXTREMELY excited because i'm going home this weekend!! But first, Kat is coming up and we're going to the TUMB Halloween part-ay, and I'll be dressed all sexy so that'll be fun. Then, the two of us are driving home so I can be there all day Saturday. Originally, the plan was to surprise Sammy by taking them out to breakfast, but now I can take them out to lunch or something since they have the day off.
    I feel so bad for them though, Sammy texted me as soon as she found out and I felt bad... Giants stadium, cancelled? UGH! Stupid people. And its supposed to rain on Sunday (or at least it is supposed to in Maryland). I'm really upset because I wanted to see the band one last time, watch my best friends perform their last show, but now idk if I will be able to. I have a performance for TU on Sunday afternoon, so I asked if Mr. M if i could skip the performance to see SHS perform... so, we'll see what happens. I'm still very attached to SHSMB which is why I really hope I can teach there in 4 years....
    So BESIDES MB which has been my life, I'm SOOO happy here. Its stressful, I'm supposed to be in the practice room at least 2 hours a day. And that hasnt happened yet. I know, its really bad. But there's this thing called sleep, ya. about that... I have AMAZING friends. Like Brittany who's my bff here. We're a lot alike.
    Oh and I'm bringing my car down this weekend!! SO excited about that too. Its staying at Brittany's place. She commutes from her aunts house.
    Oh so I saw Relient K, Ludo, This Providence and House of Heroes.... AMAZING!!!! Greatest concert with my friend Nicole, love her. It was her first concert so it was even more fun. I'm still trying to get my voice back...lol.
    So i dont want to say too much, but things are going great.
    <3